Life is a terminal illness

Wed Sep 3

In this world where nothing else is true…

I have been through so much lately it’s insane.  I feel no particular need to document it, it’s largely irrelevant.  All that is relevant is the right here and the right now, and right now I see an incredibly beautiful woman laying just below me and I’m about ready to cuddle up with her and call it a night. 

The new Slipknot album kicks ass.  All Hope Is Gone?  You’re damn right it is.  I swear that saying was on the tip of my tongue for years and Slipknot beat me to it.  It’s only when you have lost hope that you are able to look at tragedy with such indifference.  I’ve lost hope in damn near everything, I’m embarassed by the human race and over of my delusions of trying to fix it. 

I really hope one day Jolene grows to understand my point of view and learns not to take things so seriously.  She is damn near the only thing I still have hope for.  I love her, and in a world where nothing else is true I hope I am tangled up in her for the rest of my life.